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Sunday, February 08, 2009

To my boyfriend..

Come to think of it, might as well i post it on my blog.

Well. Its true that i have been negleting you, not gg out with you, not spending tym with u. Maybe u think i use you just because u got money.. well people! u can think like that too! maybe a money taker aite! and just because that SOBRIE has been gg out with me dosent mean he is taking away me from you. just that he got car den i wanna go to him, is that what yr thinking??? well thats up to u.. Ouh ya.. the one i met up with HEL and MON, they are my frens. da long frenz. maybe just that u didnt notice.

anyway, if u know i smoke all that, would u have not stop me? to tell u the truth, i have not stopped smoking. its just taht infront of ppl whom i RESPECT i don smoke. u think it is easy isit to quit smoking..? its not tt easy u know. club all i have been too. if i tell u, would u let me go? later u say did u ever try to tell me.? some other things u would say that i dunno la.

If u think i run after guys with cars or rich , den maybe yr right? hahaha! den i wouldnt stick with u! GET IT!!! heyyy! its yr lyfe aite. and i shant bother it ok? u wanna get a car dulu, go ahead. i wont stop u.

as u know what i always wanted first right? u want to find a wife which can cook, can wait for her husband to be back home, like all the typical wifes. well i cant. i lead a pamper life. IM NOT BOASTING! my parents sendiri cant handle chores by their own. they da biase. wad abt me? doing house work all by myself? if my house is small, takpe tau. and i don think i can be the wife that u always wanted. seeriously. im sure u will do a good husband to me but i wont do a good wife to u. seriously. i hate to cook, hate to clean. do u still love me? ask tt yrself? i need to cook for yr mom? i cant do that.. just ask yrself. we do love each other. but can i be yr IDAMAN wife? i cant. i wanna live happily, a family car and u saed yr poor? thats BULLSHIT lar! if yr poor, u are not in sg ok. i and u same. its just that my parents earn abit more and they save to buy this house. n u saed i cant go shoppingg la. credit card la. den u will say, ' i ckp aje. biler da kahwin laen' hmmm. i might afraid that that after kahwin u become more stricter. action speaks louder than words. we will see ya. haisss.

i don wanna talk about this la.. just talk about now.. yr dad say if we ever to break up, there is no patching up back. as u can see my attitude is fucked up like this, its all up to u now. if u ask me opinion, i would say take a time off. and u will say, alah nanti carik baru nyer. standard. and u will tell yr dad and no more SHAINAH anymore coz yr dad say it would the last. so tell me after thinking. i will be waiting.

Regards, Hannah

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